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Twenty-sixteen was a particularly difficult year, I was still trying to manage a family breakdown which was necessary but wasn’t easy especially for my mental health. Then in November, I was diagnosed with depression which had manifested five years earlier from a traumatic life event – The beginnings of Motherhood. My journey into Motherhood. For an insight into the nitty gritty read my previous post – Our Birth Story. I completely lost my identity, for the next five years, I have been on a little journey to rediscover it.
go here Although I knew for some time that things weren’t quite right my diagnosis still came as a shock, and I was in denial for some time. I didn’t want to acknowledge that dark cloud hovering over me. Having to acknowledge past events and be honest that I wasn’t coping was and still is difficult to admit.
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Our identity should be seen as an ongoing process.
With continuous work on me, my mind and mental health, I am ready to rediscover who I am. The things that I like and where I want to go with the next chapter of my life. I’m currently using mindfulness, pilates and yoga, it’s relaxing my constantly busy mind which I’m finding beneficial. For the moments I need to quieten my mind I’m using headspace guided meditation. Recently I’ve begun using photography as a stress release, getting outside letting pictures do the talking. I even added a photography section to my blog because I’m enjoying it that much.
Right now I’m happy, exceptionally happy especially with myself, I no longer feel guilty for that happiness. I feel healthier and my days are enjoyable.
When I truly started to love myself from the inside out and work on all the emotional baggage I had been carrying with me, I realised the true meaning of strength and vulnerability.